Weight - 225.6 lbs
JUDDD Day 23 - DD (Down Day - 500 cals )
Nutrition Totals - 466 Cals, 28.1gF, 18.4gC, 6.6g Fib, 37.1gP, 11.8g Net Carbs
Wake - 6:30am
Breakfast () - Hot Water
3c Decaff Coffee, unsweetened, black
JUDDD Day 23 - DD (Down Day - 500 cals )
Nutrition Totals - 466 Cals, 28.1gF, 18.4gC, 6.6g Fib, 37.1gP, 11.8g Net Carbs
Wake - 6:30am
Breakfast () - Hot Water
3c Decaff Coffee, unsweetened, black
Dinner (6:00pm) - 3 1/2 oz Chicken Breast, roasted, skin not eaten
6oz Broccoli, steamed
5oz Tomato, sliced
Bed - 11:30pm
Notes - Appalled and aggravated with myself. Yesterday I got the bit between my teeth and said "F" it. I'm just gonna have a "free" day and eat whatever I want as long as it's not "blatantly" high carb. And I did. I made a huge breakfast. First meal of the day, ate way too large of a serving.
Could have skipped lunch entirely but I had head hunger and wanted to just forget about the house woes. So we used a BOGO coupon and went to Beck's. Only ate half my burger but still packed in a ton of cals and carbs, cuz I also ate 6 sweet potato fries with ketchup. Cuz afterall, they are a ketchup delivery system! I was stuffed to the gills.
But then I still ate dinner. And I completely waved a one finger salute at the CRR and ate late, cuz I was STILL FULL at freaking 6pm! When I did eat it was to shovel in delicious queso with meat and pork rinds with jalapenos and avocado. Not 1 serving. But 2!!! Ha! Take that diet!
This morning I knew without stepping on the scale that I was packing on the pounds.I almost didn't weigh, but not weighing is the slippery slope to dire results. At least for me. If I'd had more time this morning I probably would have fainted or slumped in a recliner all day. Hard to believe anyone can gain almost 7lbs overnight. And no rest for the wicked. Had so many projects to do that are due.
Not only that, but we had the repair guy in about our poorly designed shower stall. It was supposed to be an easy fix. Not. So much water damage. Big repairs. I'm so sad and scared. I almost chucked it all in and said screw it and went for the booze and high carb comfort food. But I can't think that way any longer. My actions have huge consequences.Much more than high blood sugar or a few pounds of water weight.
So not only were my carbs too high yesterday, but I had way too many grams of protein, way too many calories. And my attitude is in the giant crapper. I don't know where the money will come from or what to do about it. The only thing I can do right now is eat on plan. Follow what I hope to be right.
Retrospectively, I don't think yesterday's "free" feed worked out to my advantage and I didn't even appreciate the food. I starved myself today until dinner. I was so hungry. I'm sure my blood sugar was all over the place!
It's just ridiculous to have to survive on so little food in order to have weight loss. If I let myself, I could have a real pity party for myself. But allowing that to happen is self-defeating.
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